FAILED ATTEMPT

to go on a diet...again.

I do have weight issues, i must admit. Though I know that im not "FAT" fat, but still i do feel FAT most of the time (I didn't make myself any clearer on that right?) I went through alot of fad diets, some hella crazy ones that I dun even wanna go back to, but hey they worked out for me though since I lost all the weight I gained since I got here in Canada. BUT THEN CHRISTMAS came, all the holiday shiii got me lost track and so I GAINED all the weight I worked my ass off to lose in just a matter of weeks. Frustrating I know, and so I decided to go on a cabbage soup diet. It's a 7 day diet of just cabbage soup obviously plus all-you-can-eat fruits and veggies. NAAAY cool i know. My mom kept on warning me that this diet is really hardcore that I might eventually feel weak or something but I said I can pull it through still. SO day 1 went by, and mom was right I felt dizzy all through out the day cos all I ate was just apples. Day 2 went by pretty smoothly though I kinda cheated cos I ate omelette during the day but still compensated it cos all I ate was the soup and man its really BLAND :( and the day 3 came, it was cool from morning till late afternoon even though all i had was the soup and apples again but then the evening ruined it all. My mom bought pecadillo chocolates w/c is hella good and maaaaan it was so hard to resist so I couldn't help myself but to eat one...or maybe 2? teeeheeee. AND SO I FAILED with that shiii diet. start over again tmrw. FOOOO REAAAL THIS TIME!!

current weight:112lbs

target weight: 105lbs!!!!